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So, uh... I went to sleep 4.30 am.........
I didn't sleep too long, though... the clock was alarming at 12 again, and I just laid in bed an hour or two, until mom said my big sister was coming and I just dashed out with dog. It's always so nice when she comes to visit. :3

Anyway, she came and we ate and had coffee (which I don't btw drink) and then I took the dog out with her and we talked a lot about my postgraduate studies and what I'm going to do if I don't get where I want. I really, really don't have anything else I'd want to do except study Japanese in Helsinki's university. I don't want to go anywhere else, since I don't think I'd be motivated enough to study anything else. So anyway, if I don't get to the university at the first try (which is very likely) I'd want to go to study or work to Japan. That doesn't seem likely either, so I guess I'll just have to get a job for a year and then try to get to the university again...

Anyway, now that she left I'm bored again...
Maybe I should do my Japanese homework so I don't have to fuss with those tomorrow.

I should go and get the paypal thingie, too. Mom said I should go to the bank myself, since I'm already 19 and I have to learn how to take care of my own things. That's why she wouldn't let me go to Japan, since I'm so spoiled and can't do anything myself... I guess I have to get a grip of myself and start to act like an adult or else I'll never be able to survive by myself.

Aa'ah...