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I'M BEAT.

Urgh, there was one really tough essay in the religion exam. One was supposed to analyze a painting in there and tell how it depicts the religiousness of Finnish people? I almost couldn't make up anything except for a couple of random points. (Got only a half paper of that... ugh.)

Mm went to the centre after exam, and some Unicef guy caught me and... damn, after a long talk I actually joined. I just can't say no, can I.
I... think I'll just resign through the phone, because this stuff definitely isn't for me. There is already enough people on this planet, I don't want to help them make more. (Maybe I'll sign up for WWF when I get a job someday.)

I bought a new pen since the previous broke up. And then I bought Petshop of Horrors vol. 3, too. (Count getting some action, hurhur.)

Then I went home and started reading history... aaand it was a very bad idea to read it on bed when I got so little sleep on the previous night. I dozed off like no tomorrow (somewhere around 2-3 p.m.). And I was REALLY pissed when I woke up (around 5 p.m.). And just when I got up and started to read again mom and Matti came back from wherever they where and kept so much racket that I slammed some doors while I dashed to sauna. (Seriously, I often read to exams in sauna, it's a very quiet place.)
Also feel kinda bad for yelling at mom and dog, but I was in a really bad mood and and mom talked so loudly and the dog doesn't seem to understand that taking stuff from my trash bin is a no no.

I finished reading about 10 p.m. and started doing final essay.

I am. SO. BEAT.

Aggh my feet.

Didn't get the usual grade from the math test, but it was still okay.

After school I went to the centre with a friend. We went to a flea market and a couple of shops (bought an umbrella and black nail polish).
After that we went (oh god my soul will burn in hell for this) to McDonald's and had meals. I haven't eaten that crap in a loooong time, but damn it tasted good. Still, not gonna visit that place in a while again. Eugh.

The Japanese lesson starts at 6 p.m.

After that home, and The Simpsons & Friends. And homework.

Nothing else I guess.

Today I woke up after 2 pm. Geez, I even had two alarm clocks ringing at 12, but I just kept sleeping. This is what weekend does. I was supposed to draw and write and do all kinds of stuff, but I've been sitting in front of computer the whole time. I haven't even gone out today.
This really ticks me off.

Usually I'm okay with just being in front of computer and not meeting anyone and not going out, but sometimes I really start to feel lazy and asocial (in a bad way) and really isolated from all the life out there. When it gets like that, I really feel like going out and meeting people and just... living.
I have that kind of feeling right now.

I think I'll try go to sleep earlier, wake up earlier and go out tomorrow. I also have Monday and Tuesday off, so maybe I could go walking to the centre.
Lets see what'll happen.

I so would want to draw and write all kinds of stuff, but my head is completely empty.

"NOW WATCH ME IMPERSONATE A CACTUS."   (© The Less-Than-Epic Adventures of TJ and Amal)

Why does that make me laugh so hard.

Geez.